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BACKGROUND Perinatal mortality affects the health of mothers negatively. Sub-Saharan Africa accounts for 95% of the global statistics of perinatal mortalities. Despite this, studies that investigate the experiences of mothers following a perinatal loss are limited. AIMS The aim of this study was to explore the lived experiences of a perinatal loss among mothers in a rural setting in Kenya. METHODS An interpretative phenomenological study was conducted using eight purposively sampled mothers who had experienced a perinatal loss. Data was collected using semi structured audiotaped interviews, which were transcribed, and analyzed using thematic analysis. RESULTS Data analysis led to four main themes and five sub-themes from the theme of emotionally distressing. The main themes included (1) Searching for Answers, (2) Shattered Maternal Roles and Expectations, (3) Altered Relationships, and (4) Emotionally Distressing. Five sub-themes were also identified from the theme of emotionally distress: (1) shock, (2) sadness and pain, (3) confusion, (4) denial and disbelief, (5) anger. DISCUSSION Perinatal loss was a traumatizing experience for mothers in this study. Their social experiences influenced their recovery from the losses. Findings suggest the need for adequate midwife support and continuity in care for mothers affected by perinatal losses. CONCLUSION The results highlight critical issues in mothers' experience of perinatal losses. Specific, adequate and professional interventions are needed to help mothers cope with perinatal losses.